ok, it has been a long time since i have visited this blog of mine. So it's time to clear some dust. i'm not sure why but i feel very moody recently. maybe it's just myself or the super dumb weather. talking about the weather recently, it's seriously so hot and humid that i seriously feel frustrated all the time. Imagine you just finished bathing and you are covered with sweat again. It's seriously human fault you know, we kinda caused such bad climatic conditions. enough of my grumbling about weather. Seriously why does people want to self ostracise themselves when they could be part of a group? People may find them weird and say it's their fault. But do they know that they are partially at fault too? Maybe i'm also at fault for segmenting a particular few, but I just can't help it. Think i'm contradicting myself, but i just want to rant out my heartfelt feelings. Sometime certain things need not be spelt out, but you can observe and feel it. Ok, i may admit i'm not a very good observer but at least i can feel with my heart and see with my eye, things are starting to change. When you are not part of a group, you are just not part of that group. People may be smiling and joking in front of you, but who knows, they just can't stand your presence. It's just part and parcel of life. It's just like announcing you a death penalty without justifying and telling you what you have done wrong. People may want to repent but how can they when they don't even know where they went wrong? But seriously who cares. sometimes, some things are better kept in the heart.
ok, it has been a long time since i have visited this blog of mine. So it's time to clear some dust. i'm not sure why but i feel very moody recently. maybe it's just myself or the super dumb weather. talking about the weather recently, it's seriously so hot and humid that i seriously feel frustrated all the time. Imagine you just finished bathing and you are covered with sweat again. It's seriously human fault you know, we kinda caused such bad climatic conditions. enough of my grumbling about weather. Seriously why does people want to self ostracise themselves when they could be part of a group? People may find them weird and say it's their fault. But do they know that they are partially at fault too? Maybe i'm also at fault for segmenting a particular few, but I just can't help it. Think i'm contradicting myself, but i just want to rant out my heartfelt feelings. Sometime certain things need not be spelt out, but you can observe and feel it. Ok, i may admit i'm not a very good observer but at least i can feel with my heart and see with my eye, things are starting to change. When you are not part of a group, you are just not part of that group. People may be smiling and joking in front of you, but who knows, they just can't stand your presence. It's just part and parcel of life. It's just like announcing you a death penalty without justifying and telling you what you have done wrong. People may want to repent but how can they when they don't even know where they went wrong? But seriously who cares. sometimes, some things are better kept in the heart.
