life have been so 'fun and colorful' recently. i can't imagine how those geeks are about have study all day and not collapse. coping at home to study for the whole day is seriously no simple feat. those boredom, those sian-ness just make me feel like giving up. maybe im just not cut out for such task. hais. exams in one more week time and i still can't find my mood to study. worse of all i still have two more subjects to cover. but thats not the worse part, the real bad thing is that my heart seems to run away from me. in the past, once i set my heart to study, i can simply study for the whole day without complaining. and now, just one hour of studying makes me so sian and i just can't focus. those temptations proved too much to me. frends, tv, sleep.. i just can't seems to reject them and get down to work. they are constantly floating in my mind. why is this so? sometimes i really feel like running away, away from all those worries and frustration. but will this works? can i really find myself a world of my own?