*--thats my life~~

2009-03-22T12:34:00.000-07:00

haha some photos taken with the camera of boyi! not the best photos but will upload more!

obk hwachong-ians(in the airport)

my clique in obk nobody's grp

me with derniese!

our handsome instructor with his cool pose!

this nice photo was taken by me!

just before abseiling down the waterfall! (look like construction worker)

the eagle rock!

inn seok! my grp's female instructor

cher dong! my grp's male instructor

this was the spot where i did my 3 hours of solo time!

jumping high before setting off! the bagpack damn heavy lo!

some nice trees!

the shipyard (taken after the hot bath)

taken inside my tent!

nice sunrise! time to do some exercise!

but before exercise tie to pee! (fake peeing of course for the sake of camera!)

the nice house just in front of our base camp

big valley!

gate to mt soeraksan! tilt ur head to see i lazy turn it over

the buddha!

tree standing firm in the middle of stone river

bridges

climbed till leg turns wobbly to see this divine cave full of amulets

frozen lake

random rock

frozen rock! caused a few of us to fall down! lucky we got our clamp-on with us

sunrise at the summit!

woo summit!

my fellow "nobody" groupmate!

yes nobody is here again!

its us with the act cute inn seok again!

last sun rise!

snowy path back to shelter!

tundras..

tundras yet again..

path to..

civilisation!!!!!!! yeah time to do some shoppin!

at the korean palace..

some random stones with words..

me with rongsheng.. quiet guy..

last picture with the house! nice autumn feel..

korea kimchi 'rojak'

dopoki! super nice!

some wise korean man!

bird eye view of seoul..

christmas tree made of teddy bear! at teddy bear musuem..

lover's lock

don't throw your keys away!

full of locks! love is in the air!

parading officers!

last photo! home sweet home!

2009-03-21T23:33:00.000-07:00

walau eh! screw it man.. damn bushuang now.. wanna watch soccer for tonight and my mum just have to spoil my mood. she said i have been sleeping late these past few nights so i have to sleep early today. she said when i sleep late because of studying then still ok. but precisely im not studying now and feel like taking a break and watch soccer.. so she just slap a fat "CANNOT GO SLEEP!" into my face.. damn it man! she thinks im a machine ar.. study study study all day. wanna watched the only tv show i wanna watch today also cannot.. super bushuang man! i studied the whole day today lo! hais..

fine whatever man.. damn it.. stupid..

2009-03-18T10:23:00.000-07:00

was blog skipping when i saw this on my senior class's blog..
quoted from the tutor of my senior class:

"In which case I may have sympathized with you, but congratulated and reminded you that it was it was not the B you should be disappointed in but perhaps the 3 A's you should be proud of.
Or i may have pointed out that your C was a 4 grade improvement from a U.
Results that would have made a student proud in any other school often do not in this school, because we have been too conditioned to believe that everyone gets 4 A's. It is a unique flaw with a school that celebrates it's outstanding results and gives the impression that anything less is unacceptable. "

well.. i guess the teacher was trying to ask everyone to look on the bright side of life. theres always 2 side to a coin not to mention our life.

2009-03-10T07:28:00.000-07:00

tml is the day!

after mugging for the past weeks.. i found that
1. my attention span decreased by like 100 folds
2. i can fall asleep instantly(YES INSTANTLY) when i start to study
3. killed lots of trees in the procress
4. i have just wasted 5 minutes to type this and u have wasted 5 mins reading this

i shldnt leave any space for regret
go for it
run for the last lap
its tml!
do your best!
BYE!

2009-03-03T06:09:00.000-08:00

a long time since i blogged. totally no mood and no time.. feel like killing my blog and let it die.. but i will try to maintain it and write stuffs when im reallli stressed out and unhappy about.. basically these few weeks have been event-filled.. tired from everything.. from studies and studies and studies.. blocks in a week time and im still super not prepared.. stupid CO took up my mondays and weds.. feel like ponning CO and not go of SYF anymore.. its a lvl year leh! super impt.. i cannot afford to screw up my alvl.. i nid to achieve my goals! well.. studies have been so top of my list that i have been nelgecting a lot of things.. been hurting people without knowing it, lesser family time and time to go MCO! hais.. i neeed MOTIVATION to give me the momentum to study! GOD pls bless me and let me have 48 hours per day! i really need it!

been feeling sick all these days...
from stress.. lack of sleep and stupid weather..
can i do it? i must.. STOP PROCRASTINATING!

to someone.. pls forgive me.. a simple sorry may not suffice but hope it will do the magic..
SORRY!!

2008-12-30T00:25:00.000-08:00

some photos at near the summit and sunrise at the summit!
still writing my essay about korea.. to be continued!
basically at the summit is just snow, fluffy clouds and random tundra and rocks..
nicer scenery of korea next time!

3 more DAYS!!!!

2008-12-08T00:56:00.000-08:00

lol! like what i said, it's only 3 more days before im leaving singapore.. so so lookin forward to it. hope i can survive that extreme weather and come bac in a piece.. AND of course looking forward to come back to perform for the concert! hope all the songs is well played! LION, TUOLING and everything la! president coming what.. dont siao siao and anyhow play. but i think i quite irresponsible to go camping and not attend practices. but no choice this is a once in a lifetime experience.. opportunity cost is only what i can say.

woohoo! these few weeks have been so so packed. slept for an average of 6 hours per day nia.. my panda eye came out le. busy going for physical training, shopping for equipments for korea camp, shopping, practising with mco and sch co and have to go out with my parents and australia relatives!. but its all these things think that make my holiday fun but tiring. i went buffet and movie and bowling these few weeks too!! accomplished the lists of things that i wanna do before my holiday ends.

the buffet is the best part of all.. i kept eating and eatin and eatin until my stomach almost burst. but its really nice. lol.

welcome to my blog - with my long tongue sticking out "woof woof!"

yummy food!

sushi!

scary prawn eater!

p.s the prawn head pricked my tongue

thats the reason i decided to kill the prawn and take off its head

and dip its flesh into the wasabi filled soy sauce and eat it

REVENGE!

woo! my tootoot lips or should i say the stupid octopus in my mouth?

sour sour lemon stuck!

yesh! this is the one! the yummy durian puff!

okay fine! that is the buffet trip to sakura. the food is rather yummy and nice. too bad my ausi uncle had food poisoning after the buffet. but he so strong that he recovered after one day.

then my life went blahblahblah with all those practices and training and shopping.

anyway today went to esplanade to support yvonne for her prelims round for her guzheng. she was quiteoutstanding i think. but she got one really close competitor! sophie gay! hais hope she wont be so pro on the finals. hais feel so sad that i cant go support her on her finals but nvm i will give her moral support in korea. aniwae, ZIXIN and ANTHEA got in too! hope they can win in the finals too!

hais, then afterwards went east coast to meet my relatives there.. i walked for nearly 1 hour plus couz i was seriously lost. i walked till the expressway there. crazy walked till leg sour sour (leg ache)! then called huihong for help. thanks! haha. then when i found them we stayed for about 30 mins then everyone went home then. wasted my energy to go and find them. then we went geylang to eat the turtle soup. damn sucky. i totally dun like to eat thats why i ate super little. the reason why my stomach is complaining to me and growling like some lions!

a random pic with debbie on the way to esplanade

hais till here.. lazy to type anymore

2008-11-25T01:06:00.000-08:00

hais quite bored now so decided to blog!
gum happy le ma? lol
urm recently had been really busy with co.. day in day out..
kinda miss those sort of family life when i used to stay home and do nothing with my family accompanying me.. just this saturday, my australia relatives came back to singapore for vacation and is currently stayin in my house. I, being such a kind soul and good guy, gave up my room for my auntie and uncle. so now im currently a ting zhang!! either sleepin in my mums room or in the living room. sort of a sad life with no bed.

anyway, yesterday was one day when everything went wrong. in the morning i went to school to take part in the trials for HCCO interaction as I am one of the game master of one major game. then unfortunately, when i was walking and carrying those equipments needed, i fell into the drain. then i got bruises all over. i think recently i have a good affinity with falling down. i fell down twice in a short span of 3 days. clumsy me.

then, at night i went to fcc for tuoling practice. caiyun wasnt there as she was going to have dizi grade 8 exam the next day. i think i was too sleepy and cant concentrate. for the recording i made like 3 major mistakes. i was like paisey until dunno wad.. then after felt damn sad and emo for a while. i can find all the reasons for not blowin well, but i think i still suck and need much more practices to improve myself. maybe i just dun have the potential. talking about this make me start to feel sian diao again.

aniway a packed week ahead. lots of things to do and achieve!! choices! saturday gonna be one busy day. cant imagine me having 4 things to do on sat. i got mco practice and HCCO interaction both from 9am - 6pm. guess i have to make a choice among these 2. then at night i got my cousin's birthday bbq and one relative's wedding to attend. another choice again.. sianz..

think i should start doin my holiday assignment soon.. no time le!!
15 days to KOREA! wahaha

2008-11-19T02:20:00.000-08:00

some interesting facts from some forum i read

1. Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there.

2. Dentists have recommended that a toothbrush be kept at least 6 feet away from a toilet to avoid airborne particles resulting from the flush.

3. The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as substitute for blood plasma.

4. No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times.

5. Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes.

6. You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television.

7. Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty years of age or older.

8. The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum.

9. The king of hearts is the only king without a mustache.

10. A Boeing 747s wingspan is longer than the Wright brother's first flight.

11. American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating 1 olive from each salad served in first-class.

12. Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise.

13. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.

14. The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.

15. Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin.

16. The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of lung cancer.

17. Michael Jordan makes more money from Nike annually than all of the Nike factory workers in Malaysia combined.

18. Marilyn Monroe had six toes. (rumor)

19. All US Presidents have worn glasses. Some just didn't like being seen wearing them in public.

20. Walt Disney was afraid of mice.

21. Pearls melt in vinegar.

22. Thirty-five percent of the people who use personal ads for dating are already married.

23. The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola, and Budweiser, in that order.

24. It is possible to lead a cow upstairs...but not downstairs.

25. A duck's quack doesn't echo and no one knows why. (Or does it? http://www.acoustics.salford.ac.uk/a.../duck/duck.htm)

26. The reason firehouses have circular stairways is from the days when the engines were pulled by horses. The horses were stabled on the ground floor and figured out how to walk up straight staircases.

27. Richard Millhouse Nixon was the first US president whose name contains all the letters from the word 'criminal.' The second was William Jefferson Clinton.

28. Turtles can breathe through their butts.

29. Butterflies taste with their feet.

30. In 10 minutes, a hurricane releases more energy than all of the world's nuclear weapons combined.

31. On average, 100 people choke to death on ball-point pens every year.

32. On average people fear spiders more than they do death.

33. Ninety percent of New York City cabbies are recently arrived immigrants.

34. Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.

35. Only one person in two billion will live to be 116 or older.

36. Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

37. It's physically impossible for you to lick your elbow. (or can you?)

38. The Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year because when it was built, engineers failed to take into account the weight of all the books that would occupy the building.

39. A snail can sleep for three years.

40. No word in the English language rhymes with 'MONTH.'

41. Average life span of a major league baseball: 7 pitches.

42. Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. SCARY!!!

43. The electric chair was invented by a dentist.

44. All polar bears are left handed.

45. In ancient Egypt, priests plucked EVERY hair from their bodies,including their eyebrows and eyelashes.

46. An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.

47. TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard.

48. 'Go', is the shortest complete sentence in the English language.

49. If Barbie were life-size, her measurements would be 39-23-33. She would stand seven feet, two inches tall. Barbie's full name is Barbara Millicent Roberts.

50. A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.

51. The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.

52. Almost everyone who reads this will try to lick their elbow.

2008-11-18T08:57:00.000-08:00

a long time since my last post.
so it's time to clear the spiddy webs!

the past few days have been out playing with my frends

out for chalet

bball sessions with mco peeps

practising dizi

i was out enjoying so so much that i have been nelgecting my mum

being alone at home alone must be an agony

so bored

worried about out safety

hence, i have decided to stay home for more days and accompany my mum.

lol aniwae i have finished spring cleaning my whole house!! wee.. no more scrubbing and rubbing!! its like so so tiring. anyway, time is really running out. i have so much to do yet onli 24 hours per day. the worst is that i spend most of my time sleeping. hais!

mco concert in approx one month time and yet im still not really good at all the song. esp long de chuan qi. stressed! and the worst part is that i have only 3 more official practices before im off to korea and once im back i will have to perform for the concert straight.

hais seriously no more feel to blog le so i shall end here!! see ya!!

2008-10-23T04:12:00.000-07:00

wee! this few weeks have been so so hectic for me. Not mentioning going to school early in the morning only to get depressed by our own results, i have been visiting hospitals for like 5 times in 2 weeks. thats totally crappy and a pure waste of time. however, i am very PROUD to announce that i have officially taken off my braces and start wearing my retainer. but maybe this is where my REAL nightmare begins. wearing retainer never fails to make me pronounce like some short tongue-er. and that totally sucks. not only do i get suan-ed by my classmates, my own mother also bully me by imitating my way of speaking. hais, just hope that i can get used to it as soon as possible!

anyway, i just visited the skin centre yesterday and one freaking stupid thing happened there. i was sitting down waiting happily for my number to be flashed. then when my number finally flashed, one indian man rushed into my room. then i was stunned and i followed him into the room. when the man was like sitting down and talkin to the doctor, i was just at the doorstep. what makes me flare up was when the doctor asked whether he was gerald and he stupidedly and retardedly answered 'YES'. then I immediately went up and said that i was the REAL gerald. then that guy has no choice but to go away. think he was quite paisey that time and he claimed that he saw the wrong number. screw him! even if he saw the wrong number, when the doctor ask whether he was gerald, he should just be honest and say a freaking NO. but he didnt. imagine the doctor blur blur thinks that he was the 'REAL' gerald and diagnose him. then my medical history will be screwed by him. i totally depised such kind of people. why cant they wait patiently for their turn instead of like being so kiasu and steals peoples' turn? SCREW him anyway..

anyway, after promos was our festival of sports. MY class got first for volleyball!! hurrays!! and i'm real proud to be part of the team!! thats mostly the most interesting part of my life after my promos. life in school now is just PW, PW and PW. super boring and tired of PW. oral presentation in just 2 weeks time and im still so so not prepared for it! today had a dry run and my teacher say i was too monotonous and i tend to mumble and eat my own words. i was quite sad. i really want to get an 'A' for my PW. It's A level afterall.

my friend was real spot on when he say that post promos will be the time when your pocket will have a big big hole. that's like so so true. in like 2 days, i spent like 100 bucks on outings and gatherings. however, i think it was really worth the money to be able to enjoy and truly relax myself after studying so hard for my promos. sat was as usual late for mco. practised mario and long de chuan qi. i totally suck at long de chuan qi and i only have like 4 more practices before i have to perform for our concert. hope everything will be fine! really getting pump up and excited about MCO concert. president as our guest of honours! do I need to say more? anyway, after mco, i immediately went off to do PW. after which I went to bugis with my class to have a steamboat buffet which turns out to be nice! ahah quite a long time since the attendence was so good for our class outing. hope to have another one soon!

sunday was the highlight of the week. i went sentosa with mco peeps, namely beekhim, zhikai, ting leong, zhonghua, wenhui, zixin, ian and junwei. it was quite unlucky that it had to rain on that day but nonetheless, i had an enjoyable day. I was totally like a toad in a well. think i have never sat on a monorail before. can you believe it. but nvm, my virgin time was on sunday. anyway the tickets was like $3 and actually i recieved a yellow one. then i swop with zhonghua and got a ppurple one instead. the funny part was that i bluffed zixin that once you flashed the card on the machine, the card will turn from yellow to purple. wenhui was fast and joined me in conning her. she was so so gullible that she and sengfong believed what we say! wahaha! anyway, that day we played lots of sports like frisbee, volleyball, captainball and even dodgeball. dodgeball is seriously damn fun when a lot of people join in and play. then after that we celebrated zhonghua birthday and we took lots of photos. especially with zhikai buried inside the sand!

haha! i can only like write this post because i intend to pon tml's school. and most importantly, it's the half time break of chelsea vs roma! too bad both have not scored yet! now i shall continue with my soccer match! see ya!!

LAST paper!!!

2008-09-30T00:07:00.000-07:00

heyhey! quite a long time since i last blogged. wahaha, my last paper in like 2 days time. but i totally don't have any motivation to study for my physics. had a really lousy exam period. my mood is so so so lousy. hais, screwed up my maths my chem and everything. but dun care anymore! now im just waiting for my promos to get over and im so going to start playin!
1. watch lots of movie and anime
2. VOLLEYBALL!!
3. Ice skate
4. BUFFET!
5. Korea
6. Go out with frends!!

haha lots and lots of things to do. just to think of it make me so excited. anyway i just found a really really nice chinese anime. though its some sort of outdated, but it really revive my childhood memory. I remembered vividly that i used to wake up on every morning of the 1st day of lunar new year every year to watch this anime. i dunno why but it just captivates my heart. The anime is none other than 葫芦兄弟 (Calabash Brothers). haha. and and!! now its not purely an anime anymore, its being refilm into a movie wahaha! okay the below is the intro of the anime:

传说葫芦山里关着蝎子精和蛇精。一只穿山甲不小心打穿了山洞，两个妖精逃了出来。老汉在穿山甲的指引下，得到了宝葫芦籽，种出了红、橙、黄、绿、青、蓝、紫七个大葫芦。宝葫芦成熟落地成为小男孩，各具异能。他们一个接一个迫不及待地去与妖精拼斗，却一一被妖精抓住弱点，各个击破。最终7个葫芦娃齐心协力与妖精展开殊死拼搏，并打败妖精，把他们收进宝葫芦里

just a simple plot but thats what i like. wahah goes to show that im a simple man with a simple mind.. lol.. the pictures and trailer of the movie

okay! i shall end here and go back to study my physics! see ya!

2008-09-08T23:57:00.000-07:00

WEEEEEE!!!! I GOT INTO OB KOREA!!! I GONNA TOUCH SNOW FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! KIMCHI HERE I COME!!

Wahaha.. enough of my excitment. but seriously going ob korea is my last chance to go on camp with school! lol! imagine me sleeping in the cold, playing with snow.. omg i cant stand it le.. hais, but one sad thing is that i need to spend lots of money. but i hope its worth since its a once in lifetime experience. really hope to have a damn fun trip and make new friends!! hahaz..

anyway, life recently have been very sad. just mugging and mugging. wake up- study, before sleeping- think of what I studied. such life is seriously damn sad.. cant imagine myself studying like some dog next year. hais im so so gonna have lots of fun after my exams, which means more money spent.

anyway, its quite late now so i think i gonna stop ehre and sleep le! see ya!!

2008-08-18T09:14:00.000-07:00

Wee!! Its studying time. but i still haven start studying. Olympics just proved to a temption too good to reject. ok now that the exciting part of olympics is over, i think i should set my heart on working hard for promos!

today had the interview for OB Korea. I think i did like shit though the questions the teacher ask was quite easy. and the maths test is just screwed up. i think whatever i say now will now justify the lousy grades im gonna get.

hais, i just feel fucked up recently.. project work seems stupid to me especially so that im a slacker in the group. i totally dao my project and did a really really meagre portion of it. think one of the group member pissed with me but i cant do anything. she thinks the work i do is not up to standard.. in fact everyones' work. maybe i just cant stand that attitude but who cares. normally i will do my work and in fact it was me that tank the whole PW last year and we got distinction. sometimes we have to learn to work with different kind of people with different characters and thinks thats the only pro of PW. oh well, i shall learn to cope with it. but that sense of bu-shuangness and guilt just make me uneasy whenever i stand in the PW class. I think i should start doing work and put away my prejudices with that person.

anyway anyone watch the bronze medal match between korea and japan? fukuhara is so cute! haha.. a pity japan lost to korea but i think korea is really pro! kim kyung ah the kimchi cutter!!

isnt she cute? haha.. me and my obssesion.. lala!~

2008-08-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

IT'S OLYMPICS!!!

haha this past few days have been just olympics, olympics and olympics!! all the matches are just so so nice!!
seeing how those weightlifter try their best to lift up weights double their weight, with strength and courage of an ant; seeing how michael phelps trashes his opponent, fighting against the clock instead of those in the pool, seeing people fighting all odds to win, it just motivate me to do my best and give it my all. by the way, the one that impresses me the most is none other than michael phelps! he makes swimming so so easy. just as my frend say, he will turn gay for him!! haha!! and and.. i think i gonna pon lesson to watch his events. ok enough about my obession with olympics!!

hais, life been kind of the same. im still procrastinating.. still no motivation to study.. but i think i will be able to do it.. must start studyin now.. someone please steal my tv away so i can study instead of watching olympics all day long!! haha.. just kidding.. if anyone dare, i will whack you all in the butt..lol, juz receieved both of my physics and chemistry lecture test back.. the results are relatively not bad given that i never studied a lot for them. A for both!! hurray!~ boost my confidence for promos though physics is still a damn gone case.

anyway, i had made a swift decision to join OB korea. seldom do I make a decision so fast couz i'm those wishy-washy kind. haha so im quite satisfied with myself. I really hope to be part of this team. so pray hard i will be able to pass the interview!! JIAYOU!! and i think i gonna start swimming again for competition again. I WANT MEDALS TOO!! haha.. i think i sort of wasted my talent in swimming. if i continued with swimming in pri 4, i think i will be in sports school instead of hwachong. past fond memories of swimming and earning yourself medals after medals.

lala!~ i think i gonna stop here to study for my econs le.. see ya!!

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tag replies:

gumgum- haha yeah mental breakdown indeed.. going crazy over olympics le..
carrine- the ego queen ar.. praise herself to be optismistic.. yeah thanks you jiayou for promos too!!
TICO_zhikai- haha.. now u know i got blog le right.. good good!! tikotiko!!
soocheng- lol.. i blogged today!! yeayea i saw that link that i waited for a month i think.. lala!~ OLYMPICS!!

2008-07-11T08:48:00.000-07:00

realised i have not been blogging for quite a while. it's couz im having exams and projects to do. and partly because i was being lazy. just cant find motivation to blog. lol this week has been crazy. received back a few papers.

maths = 50 (D grade)
chemistry = 60 (B grade)

well i am not really satisfied with my grades and there are DEFINITELY room for improvement. if i were to be sad now, wait till i got back my physics paper. lol. aniway, our class standard for maths is really really low. out of 13 boys only 3 guys managed to get above 50. got as much as 6 guys getting U grade for maths. that's like so cool man. the new teacher say we will make a strong foundation for other classes and we laughed like mad.

hais, i really missed my teachers!! why will we know how to appreciate when we lost something?
not that i don't like the new teachers, i just miss mr yee, mr woon and mr chew so so much! thanks for everything you have given me and the class. THANK YOU!!! hais, why did all our good teachers being replaced with new and average teachers and our DEAR physics teacher still bug us like some irritating housefly. why cant he announce his retirement and our class or not all his classes will open champagne to celebrate this historic moment! lol. i know i'm being bad but that's what i feel. Can you imagine having a physics tutorial where more than 1/3 of the class sleeping. maybe he will be more successful as a hypnosis than a physics teacher. maybe he can use his physics knowledge of oscillation to facilitate his "future" occupation.

there's a saying that goes 一失足成千古恨. i really understand the essence of this old saying now. just a simple question and now i'm constantly bombarded with sarcasm and constantly being niao by others. i really regret asking that stupid question. but somethings are fated to be so.

haha! today physics was a blast! we talked lots of cock with mr ong and not to forget being suan-ed by those guys. AND and!! mr ong own "sense" of humour where people wont laugh even when he's telling a joke.

ok time to do those questions that hong ging tagged with me. its really a waste of time but i shall do it for the sake of hong ging. later he very sad and cry if i dao him. here goes..

Name 20 people u can think of right now.Don't read the questions until you named the people.
At the end of the questions,choose 5 people to do it.

1. Debbie
2. Hongging
3. Zhong Hua
4. Meiting
5. Carrine
6. Yvonne
7. Zude
8. Valerie
9. Soo Cheng
10. Apple
11. Zhikai
12. PeiQi
13. Ivy
14. Guan Yu
15. Jessleen
16. Kai Qing
17. Hui Xian
18. Bee Khim
19. Jun Wei
20.Jonathan

Do you meet 6? yvonne
yeah quiet long nvr meet her le.. last time was to help her pass money to melvin..

What will you do if you did not meet 1? Debbie
Will lose a very funny entertainer!

What if 7 & 10 Dated? Zude and Apple
lols! thats impossible. they dunno each other also..

What is 11 favourite singer/band? Zhikai
urm. i not too sure..

Would you ever date 4? Meiting
maybe! see how.. i wan see her dog though..

Would you ever date 9? Soo Cheng
lol. that depends bah..

Is 13 single? Ivy
Yeah she should be bah..

What is 18 last name? Bee Khim
Tan!! lol i tink im right!

Will you ever be in a r/s with 14? Guan Yu
That's highly highly impossible.

School of 20? Jonathan
MDIS?? met him on the bus and he told me that day but not too sure..

Where does 15 live? Jessleen
used to be marsiling but moved to perth to studies le..

What is your favourite of 5? carrine
shes super optimistic

Have you ever seen 7 naked? Zude
yeah! of course..

FINISH

urm.. finally done with this thing. aniway actually im supposed to tag ppl to do this quiz but since not really a lot of ppl know my blog so i shall do away that part. happy now hongie??

ok now let's discuss the hidden meaning of my name:
Gerald (its neither a cool or punk name but lets find out more!)

What Gerald Means

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

ok i think i shall end my post here. its a super long blog now that i realise.

2008-06-12T08:49:00.000-07:00

life have been so 'fun and colorful' recently. i can't imagine how those geeks are about have study all day and not collapse. coping at home to study for the whole day is seriously no simple feat. those boredom, those sian-ness just make me feel like giving up. maybe im just not cut out for such task. hais. exams in one more week time and i still can't find my mood to study. worse of all i still have two more subjects to cover. but thats not the worse part, the real bad thing is that my heart seems to run away from me. in the past, once i set my heart to study, i can simply study for the whole day without complaining. and now, just one hour of studying makes me so sian and i just can't focus. those temptations proved too much to me. frends, tv, sleep.. i just can't seems to reject them and get down to work. they are constantly floating in my mind. why is this so? sometimes i really feel like running away, away from all those worries and frustration. but will this works? can i really find myself a world of my own?

theres one thing constantly on my mind. i've been thinking of this for quite a long time. why do we have to study? what's the use? one's working ability doesn't equate to your academic ability. and what's most important to people now seems to be your certificate. and true, i may be those that blindly follow such thing. but having heard from my friends from US, i find myself not being able to choose my own route for my future. unlike US, singapore has already shown you a direct and straight route for your future. we can't choose. what government say is the final. do we, small citizens of singapore have a say? i think i dont need to spell out the answer. i really really want to find myself a new route? can i don't follow this obvious and straight route. can i take the route not taken? But most importantly, do i have the power to do so? do i have the courage to even do so? do i? do i? sometimes i just very angry with myself. why cant i strive for what i really want? why do i have to be a mere follower? whats my purpose in life?

all these questions have always been in my mind. but can i find the answer? one day.. maybe..

2008-05-14T07:04:00.000-07:00

well, most people would agree that silence is gold. It really depends on a more economic term. Well, certain things are to be spelt out and keeping silent doesn't mean everything can be solved automatically. If there is misunderstanding present, communication is definitely needed. Keeping silent, in this case does not help a single bit. Maybe one feels that keeping silent and not talking means that everything is alright but you are just an ostrich, a coward. Everything will get worse in the end. Friends might start dao-ing you and lots more bad things might happen. by the way, to add on right, rumours seriously sucks!! BIG TIME! anyway, i'm not blogging about myself but what i observe around. Things are changing. Everything is just not like before when everyone is a big happy family. Maybe knowing each other better doesn't means it's better. More problems might surface and misunderstandings can exist.

By the way, back to the earlier topic, keeping silence doesn't help. Then should we just express our feelings to others? I seriously don't know the answer. If we just spell it out bluntly, people might think you are weird and start distancing themselves from you. But if you don't take the first move, who will?

So in life, we are born to make choice and face dilemna. So lets face everything bravely!(a bit random).

2008-04-29T06:08:00.001-07:00

ok, it has been a long time since i have visited this blog of mine. So it's time to clear some dust.
i'm not sure why but i feel very moody recently. maybe it's just myself or the super dumb weather. talking about the weather recently, it's seriously so hot and humid that i seriously feel frustrated all the time. Imagine you just finished bathing and you are covered with sweat again. It's seriously human fault you know, we kinda caused such bad climatic conditions. enough of my grumbling about weather.
Seriously why does people want to self ostracise themselves when they could be part of a group? People may find them weird and say it's their fault. But do they know that they are partially at fault too? Maybe i'm also at fault for segmenting a particular few, but I just can't help it. Think i'm contradicting myself, but i just want to rant out my heartfelt feelings. Sometime certain things need not be spelt out, but you can observe and feel it. Ok, i may admit i'm not a very good observer but at least i can feel with my heart and see with my eye, things are starting to change. When you are not part of a group, you are just not part of that group. People may be smiling and joking in front of you, but who knows, they just can't stand your presence. It's just part and parcel of life. It's just like announcing you a death penalty without justifying and telling you what you have done wrong. People may want to repent but how can they when they don't even know where they went wrong? But seriously who cares. sometimes, some things are better kept in the heart.

2008-03-11T09:04:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

haha! this is the result of my personality test..
go try out at http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2008-03-07T22:05:00.000-08:00

omg. it has been ages since i have last blogged. sort of forgotten that i actually had a blog. so now i'm here to do some cleaning up.

hurrays! today marks the last day of term1. but this also means that our honeymoon period actually flew past like this. how time flies. those memories of O1 are still vivid in my mind and now, term 1 is like over? reflecting what i have done over this term, i have seriously slacked and smoked through it. see-ing everyone starting to mug and get serious really make me feel guilty. but these are my motvation to strt studying. here comes my fuel to mug!

today was the release of the a level results. Well done to ALL our 1st batch of IP seniors who had done our school proud. Three cheers to them. and as a reward from the school, we will have a one FULL day break on 26th march. haha! super shuang.

i bet the this one week hols will be gone in a blink of eye. without knowing it, term 2 will start le. and the real demanding part will begin. but am i prepared? this so called holiday is actually for me to mug mug and mug. i seriously need to catch up with lectures couz i totally don't understand what my lecturers are talking about. esp my physics. if i seriously don't catch up i will be screwed. still sourcing for physics tution.

ok.. about what happen this week.
monday was a bad day. i was sick and missed my GP compre test. then slept the whole day. right! i had my haircut today! the hairdresser cut my hair until super super short. my back look like a straight line now. sianz!

tuesday,wed was quite normal. go to sch, go home and sleep. just another day. but i recieved my chem results and surprising i did NOT failed! though the results was not really good. a 16/30 >.<

haha.. then thurs! had my GP compre test. i seriously screwed up for this test. i'm like taking my own sweet time to do and my summary was like dead shit. lots of rephrasing and substituting of words. realised my english seriously just can't meet the mark. seriously need to improve on it. then i recieved a call from the college reception. thought i commit what serious crime. but when i went there, i was real surprised to recieve the letter for interview for the MOE PRE-UNI scholarship. i was like omg! super delighted! i was actually nominated by the school for god sake!
the interview will be on 17 march 10am which means i have to miss school that day. i suddenly realised i really have a tendency to missed lessons on monday. but seriously who cares. omg! but im seriously super scared of interviews. i will surely stammer one. hope i can do well on that day!

today i shalln't touch much since i had done so earlier. ok thats all for this week.

looking forward to the one week where i can sleep till really late le! bye everyone!

2008-02-24T00:43:00.000-08:00

"you live in this world not for yourself, but for the others that care for you."

after seeing this quote somewhere, it really sets me thinking.

sometimes in my life, i have been thinking of quitting.

it's just those times when you think you can't hang on but in fact you can.

you just lack the faith and determination to hang on to something you hold dear.

even in my life now, i have been thinking,

thinking whether i made the right choice to join IP and the hwa chong family.

will i be better off going to an ordinary school and end up in poly now?

will i have been not so stressed up if i had not been doing relatively well for my studies?

sometimes,

an ordinary and simple life that people shuns away from may be the last thing i want to give up

everything in my life till now is seriously smooth,

so smooth that i just can't believe i have made it to hwachong.

i have seen how people work their lungs out to get 6 points, do whatever they can to get to HC

but i have just got into hwachong without even shedding lots of sweat like people do

like what my parents say,

one may choose a smooth sailing route,

but if they met with trouble, they will have no means to deal with it.

those who choose to take a rocky route,

though it's troublesome, there are bound to be honey for you at the end

now in hwachong, life seriously sucks

seeing people start mugging and working so hard

i feel super slack and worthless

but i seriously just cannot find my mood to do so

but deep in my heart,

i know i will do my best so as to not disappoint those who pin high hopes on me

but can i?

in life, we face several choices that we have to make

but the choices we made just can't seems to satisfy everyone and make them happy

the concept we learnt during econs seriously works a lot..

opportunity cost just works for every parts of our life

i have been thinking of what cca should i choose all the while

should i join CO or what?
can i find time for MCO? i just missed those times we had together enjoying music

how i wish that there's another genting competition

i seriously and thoroughly enjoyed myself then

but if i were to go mco, i will have to space out my saturday morning

the time which i can actually use as my study time

to improve on my studies which i'm seriously lagging behind

i just seems to can't understand what my lecturers are talking about

i will just dose off during such lectures

should i go for tuition or go MCO?

I HATE making choices

they just seems to be bugging me

i seriously should try to improve myself

to be more decisive

sometimes i just wish that there a universal solution

something that i can just rely to clear all my questions

someone whom i can trust to tell all my feelings to

but is there any? maybe i can only find them in my dream

who knows?

2008-02-23T01:33:00.000-08:00

well, today was a half annoying and half high day for me..

ok the annoying part!
I'm seriously really pissed off by my physics teacher. he seriously cannot teach. can u imagine having a teacher who used one and half hours to go through 3 questions? he have not been teaching us anything and I or most of the class have not learnt any single thing from him.. and i'm serious. NOT ANY SINGLE thing!! even when goin through some questions he only threw us some equation like v=u+at and some other kinematics equation. but whats the point of doing so without teaching us to manipulate them? and when we asked him for answers, i nearly exploded when i heard his reply. here's the conversation.

student: mr ong, may we have the answer for the kinematics tutorial?
teacher: urm sorry, i don't have the answer.
student: so mr ong, how do we know whether we are wrong for the tutorial?
teacher: urm actually i don't care whether you got the answer wrong or not, I only care whether you know where you went wrong and how you can correct yourself.
student: urm.... Okayy.... *stunned face*

see. having such a teacher really rock man. i am seriously pissed by him. if i have the power to send in an appeal and request for a change of teacher, i seriously will. but on second thought, if we were to send in an appeal, he will likely loses his job. However to think of it again, if we were to be kind to him, won't we be cruel to ourselves? Do we seriously want to fail our A lvl?

Now it's the FUN and HIGH part!
today was drama fest! as i did not buy any ticket, i have no choice but to watch live telecast in LT2. Min Xuan, Ling Yong, Clement, JiaHan, Chai, Fong all went to LT2 with me! though the other quarter of the class bought tickets and went for the 'live' show. The sound system was seriously bad and i can't hear a single thing at 1st as a lot of people was cheering for their respective faculty. I slept for the 1st play as it was seriously quite sian. It was Athena play for god sake! Then the 2nd play was Artemis! Sinned! the coolest play ever. I'm quite proud to announce that i did not sleep and the play was really nice. then next up was ares and apollo play. i was half asleep then. Apollo play was about love and something really cheem. Then next up was the results. OK before i go into the results, i shall post about all the funny things i saw at dramafest ytd.

1st: the MCs was really hilarious. the jokes they tell was super funny
2nd: the impromtu glowing stickman was like real stupid.. retard doing lame stuffs on stage. still claim that the light and sound crew went on strike. i really laughed till stomach pain see-ing those 5 stupid stickman on stage.

now the results.. *drumroll*
artemis won the best director and best ensemble award!
though we didn't won the best play but deep inside our heart we knew that the production crew did their best and have won. Our play was seriously super duper nice! and emo though..

ok. think thats all for today. i still have to go study for my chemistry test on monday.. stupid timing to have a chemistry test on our ORIENTATION 2 day! Yeah! we can have one more day of fun before mugging starts!

2008-02-20T07:42:00.000-08:00

well basically this is my 1st post so i shalln't post such a long one.. this week urm was quite normal though wed are always the most boring one.. todae juz pe lesson and we played badminton! haha badminton is forever so fun.. i realise i have de-prove a lot for my badminton.*sobs* but actually i tink its no big deal so i shouldn't make such a big fuss over it. then halfwae i have to do my pull up trial test. i sucks at pull up so when i managed to do one i was so so extremely happy! then zijie helped me with 5 pull ups. and i ended up with muscle ache on my arms.. then physics lecture and lab. i ended up reading chai's(kimchi if she wants it) asian geographic for most of the time. thats about it for todae.

then i went home.. on the wae back lots of thoughts rush through my mind. there seems to be a distance with me and my class. dunno why but i juz felt this way. sometimes i tink it's impossible for me to be able to form a bond with your class in such a short period of time.. i duno why.. if im not that close to someone or a group of people, i will just dao them and do my own things.. but to think of it, i seriously should try to improve on this.. if not i will end up with no friends.. but if i seriously don't like someone can't i have my freedom to express my dislike of him or her? do i have to be such a faker and bring myself to all smiles and entertain them when i just forcing myself to do so? won't i appear to be such an idiot?

then i thought of my studies, should i start mugging now or should i just slack and allow myself to relax more? If i don't start now, when should I?

sometimes i just wish i'm not born into this world. then i would not have to face all these stress and problems. some questions that i often ask myself are what's our purpose to be born into this world? Why do we have to be born? What's our ultimate aim to living? Are we just beings who just sleep, wake up, eat, study, work then die eventually? Are we just born to grow up and raise up the next generation? Why do we have to follow the cycle of live? study to work to retirement then wait for death? sometimes they are just so complicated when things can be really simple?